I'm sorry I have to do this livejournal community but I am now making my journal friends only. I didn't want to have to do this but I think that it will be for the best.  If you don't know if you're a friend of mine or not, you can check my lj info.  The people that I do not have a problem reading my journal are already on my friends list. If ( Read more... )

Dear Husband,
Could you please do me a big favor and send me your address and let me know what school you are attending now? Because I believe that you do not attend Houghton College. Thank you and much lovin'!
--Wife

I feel like I'm stuck in a hole that I'm incapable of coming out of. It's been too long. I should have seen this coming 2 weeks ago and now I ache for the past where I could have tried harder, tried SOMETHING. Now, I don't know, I feel like in some way it's just too late. I'm in a rut that I saw coming and knew I would go in. I hate myself ( Read more... )

Week two has finished and couples old and new are finding their way into each other's arms.
It's kind of.... I don't know. Disheartening?

It's like a ritual for people to pair up quickly at this school. It's a fact... tons of people find their future husbands/wives here and at least a decent relationship. It's kind of cool & disgusting at the ( Read more... )

rachel --

[adjective]:

Tastes like fried chicken

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Sooo.... here's the big news.
Yesterday I praised God that I had a sister because she got us tickets to go see the most amazing band of my life. Yes, thats right kiddos. We got tickets to go see Death Cab for Cutie in ROCHESTER. I can't wait for Oct. 27th. : D <-- BIG smile. And if Sarah hadn't been a freak on the internet waiting forever for ( Read more... )

I feel like such a loser right now.
I want to go home.

So I am officially a college student who attends classes, studies, and has migraines. It's pretty great if you ask me. I'm really enjoying it. Its strange to have classes of 50-100 people. But, the food is great, most of the people are great ( Read more... )

I've been blogging a lot on here and on myspace recently. I find myself just thinking weird things and wanting to write them down. I don't know if this is a coping mechanism with all of this college stuff. I feel like a supreme loser though. And I'm listening to a lot of emo music. And it's depressing me. Not in the sense that 'i'm depressed' just ( Read more... )

So I have 2 days left until I leave for Houghton. To be honest, I'm scared & excited at the same time. More than anything I would love to close up in my anti-social bubble and just do my work. Buuuut.... I think that may be unavoidable. Rachel needs some social skills. The one thing I cannot find on eBay. darn ( Read more... )