Don't get me wrong, I love it, but things are just plain weird. It seems as though someone out there has put out a cosmic APB letting everyone in the world who has ever dated or exchanged exchanged emails with me that I am now single. I have gotten more random emails from random people in the past few days than I have in the past YEAR. The funny ( Read more... )

Easter portraits

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Another call from Shawn. After therapy yesterday he called. We talked while I drove home. He's busy finding himself a new place to live since he let Marie have his place. Stand up of him IMO. He's probably just going to stay with Shane for awhile until they head back down here. Its show season, so its not like they're going to be in any one place ( Read more... )

MWAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! I finally found the song I was hunting down yesterday!!! Ignore the TIME on this post... No, I haven't been up all damn night thinking about it. Just since 445 this morning. Yes, it's taken me over an hour to find the fucker, but hey, I FOUND IT. Len- Steal My Sunshine. Yeah, Why The Hell I couldn't think of that ( Read more... )

Minus the other people being involved, I think its very fitting ( Read more... )

I'm floating. I'm so happy right now. The sucky thing is I can't really tell anyone but my journal. Oh well, no great loss. I'm not hiding it, I just don't feel like explaining it to anyone. I like having it all to myself and a few very very close friends. I feel more comfortable that way. Yes, I know, I'm putting it on my lj where anyone can read ( Read more... )

I have restored my faith in the male species. Rather, someone else has done it for me. Two someones actually. First, there's Carl, who told me to get over myself and that Shawn would call when he got the chance, he's probably just super busy ( Read more... )

Dont Let Me Get Me ( Read more... )

...this weird, completely unattainable fantasy. I KNOW this fantasy is never going to happen but I still like to think about it. I guess to get my mind off the things that are going on here in the real world. I'm just so in love with The Idea I don't want to let it go. I'm not letting it get in the way of my REAL life, but when my mind wanders (as ( Read more... )

Jason and I are Done. The baby's been moving a lot. I'm on new anxiety meds and OMG I feel great. Anna's a genius. Ilse's a smartass. They're both tattle tales. Caught up with Shawn last Sunday. Closed that chapter in my life I think. He apologised and I forgave him. Very very weird. Tons of confusing feelings right now. Mom bought me a van ( Read more... )