i made some sexxi ass pictures today


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neevr mind the friends only.. i keep forgetting .. i dont care anymore

i hate liars. i think they should all fall off planet earth. i hate people who lie to my face. just tell me the fucking truth. nothing is more annoying. anyway i cant sleep.. i cant find my spongebob pillow to hold while i sleep. so thats not making anything better. [ yea i know im a baby and i need a stuffed animal when i sleep ] i hadda substitue ( Read more... )

im in a blah mood again. im telling you.. i must be bipolar. whatever. so anyway.. i like when derek just holds me. [ even tho i tend to drift off into space or fall asleep ] i like it. and i liked when he kissed me on my forehead the one time.. and.. today he told me we need to make out in the rain. i've always wanted to do that. it looks so ' ( Read more... )

hello everyone.. so.. last night i had honestly the weirdest dream EVER.. and i thought my other dreams were weird.. but this deffinatly gets to be number one. ( weirdest thing EVER )

Hey, I got a picture of derek.. very happy about that. and he have me a pretty frame with it and everything. man i love him ♥

( so cut my wrists and black my eyes ♥ )

idk im in a sdkbf mood and i dont like it. kristen has like 5 people sleeping over. im scared. my back is killing me. i made ANOTHER layout. i made like six tonight. but they're hot so .. ya know i made
souryel0wskitle , imissyoux3 , amricanhist0ryx my GJ one.. and this one. they're hawt. ithink so anyway. but tomorrow i hope marybeth, derek and nick can come over. marybeth said probably ( Read more... )

NEW LAYOUT ..again

new layout.
new layout.
new layout.

hehe. im happy. last night derek came over. he as only here for like an hour and a half but thats okay. he went in the back part of my basement..idk what he was doing at first. but then i went back.. and we were sitting there and he was touching my head.. and the he took my hand and pulled me forward and he kissed me. but that was like before he ( Read more... )