i guesss all i can do is TRY to be happy. its so crazy how fast life goes by and how quickly things change. its really hard though.. to be happy. when so much keeps happening. im serious, every time things start to get better and im finally realizing that life can be good at times something bad has to go and happen.

this was overall, a bad. first ( Read more... )

okay so after i updated this morning at like 3am i talked to wade! yeah! but not for long.. he fell asleep. one of these days our plans to go out will actually work. but between him having to stay on base and me not being able to go out at like 2am, well yeah ( Read more... )

ya know what i hate ( Read more... )

sooo.. yesterday ( Read more... )

HEY look.. this one soo describes me and my life.. and what happened just a few weeks ago. life's gettin a little better though. big thanks to dannah and wade..

She couldnt take one more day. Home was more a prison no. Independence called out, she had to get it. A fight was all she needed to give a reason. She slamed the door with no goodbye and ( Read more... )

school sucks.

i hate it.

i have lunch by myself.

i need a job just to pay for this year.

when's summer?!

***camaro for sale!!***

i soo made like um $31 today. yeah. school sucks. dont wanna go. worst part is lunch. NO ONE has my lunch. well except kris.... yeah. i sold our ping pong table today.. to patrick and michael. now i have a car to sell... its an `89 camaro, with really nice rims. like yeah. it doesnt run all that great, but the rims are pretty nice. totally.

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what have you noticed that's changed about me.. like just in the past few months.

COMMENT. like NOW. EveRyOnE! =)

another summer has come and gone.

our last summer as a kid.

here's to our senior year!

okay, so i went from being REALLY HAPPY this morning, to be sooo sad and upset, then back to being even HAPPIER than i was this morning! so what happened is this. wade, nick and i were supposed to hang out, well they cancelled, said they were going to the beach with their friend who was in town but is leaving soon. okay so whatever. he said i could ( Read more... )