i want to go soooooooooo many places right now its unthinkable to sit down and make a list. im appreciating life for waht it is and helping others along the way. and i totally love the mars volta new cd haha sooo good ( Read more... )

lately things have been positive for a majority of the time, i love love love overcast crazy weather but when you have bangs and the wind is blowing and rain is feeling like its spitting in your face trying to push you away from your classes, its a journey to each class haha. in 2 of my classes i had little claustrophobic attacks, first time ever ( Read more... )

family is stronger than other things.
Hope is all i have right now for anything.

Usually i have some sense of direction where im going, this is probably the most scared ive ever been. because i dont know where its going or could go or anything.

i bought my dad, a giant remote that the numbers glow in the dark so he can see them. he laughed and i can tell hes relieved he doesnt have to buy one for himself haha

i dont know how todays going to go, but hey none of us really do.

the last 12 hours, have been the toughest this year. ive cried, sweat, held hands and didnt like it, got a ds, broke down in the rain, phone died, intervention, heart broken ( Read more... )

today was one filled with dissapointment on my stupid quiz, but i got the grade i deserved, honestly.although i did spend a good 6 hours on guitar hero with the meez and kates. i got things figured out with david and there is no more confusion or shunning in the way anymore. lack of communication will kill a friendship. im willing to be more open ( Read more... )

Bianca

Bianca

Bianca

Even my name soundsa complicated

julian and i both have or septums pierced, i feel like weird about matching couples hahaha uuuuh i dont know much about that. were not a couple at all in any means but we are basically attached at the hip which would make others think we are a couple which will look like it even more now.I feel much better and content with life right now. you ( Read more... )

things dont turn out thisbad. its hard to avoid this situation bc of how it just works out. Like I said im not sure of some of the decisions i make, but at the same time no one really does. But to be a leader you have to feel comfortable in the decisions you make and accept consequencesmy
I answered my own question.

im not sure

the story ends without you.

tyring trying trying, i did mess up a while ago and ive tried to fix that but i did all i could.i really have nothing to lose at all, so you can eat shit when you say things about me trying to make me feel like im a poor excuse of a wasted relationship.

fuck you and your tall ass tree ways.
and youre