Comments | strychneen: 50 thousand tears I cry....

strychneen

50 thousand tears I cry....

Jun 09, 2005 17:27

I dunno one of those days where I am totally disconected to the world....to my body and where I feel I am watching myself from afar. Totally not with it and totally dis-associated....I mean can you really see me. The real me that is. I mean I am so insignificant if you blinked you might even miss me but then no one misses me as no one cares ( Read more... )

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fearlessfrog June 9 2005, 17:28:36 UTC

I'm sorry you're having such a bad day (except for the tax rebate of course). The thing is, you could feel differently tomorrow. Try to stay positive, and like the awful song says, take "One Day At A Time".

strychneen June 9 2005, 17:32:39 UTC

thanx.....I know what you mean and I should cellibrate my tax rebate really and pull myself together.....:P

fearlessfrog June 9 2005, 17:37:23 UTC

I would never tell anyone to "pull yourself together", as if that were possible, no one would ever be down or messed up etc. I just think that moods change from day to day, and we never know what tomorrow will bring.

strychneen June 10 2005, 10:14:29 UTC

yes they do....but the tax rebate was nice

daisy22 June 9 2005, 18:25:30 UTC

I think you will love again.

strychneen June 9 2005, 18:33:30 UTC

I hope so.....but untill I am fixed I can not see it

ex_midnight_728 June 9 2005, 18:43:20 UTC

The constant question thats in my head is can you really change....how do we change for the better.

yes. simply by deciding to and taking action.

::lots of hugs::

strychneen June 10 2005, 10:15:00 UTC

Its finding the action that is so dang hard

JES HIDE AWAY by hickory "the hick-man" smith hickory_smith June 9 2005, 18:47:11 UTC

i feel sad 2day
my fwends dun wana cum out 2 play
wish i cud fone a fwend an say
"wish i jes cud hide away" :(

its gettin sunny, april is now may
i dun like it, i get hay (fever)
it makes me sneeze, ACH-OO!, dis is gay
wish i cud jes hide away :(

2day a gots a tax rebate
its dun change dat its me i het
so i end it all, in a grave i lay
4eva more i hide away! :D

teddybearracing June 9 2005, 20:19:21 UTC

Matt I am so sorry you feel this way today. People do care and are here for you. Just remember that tomorrow is a different day and that day brings promise and new things. Are you still going to your relaxation classes? I really hope that you start to feel better today. Oh and you will love again someday. I send you my best wishes and you are in my thoughts. Take care Matt and I hope to hear from you soon.

Hugs to you my friend

Traci

strychneen June 10 2005, 10:16:31 UTC

Yes I do still go to the classes and I am sorry that its took a while for me to get back to you....the email will explain.