Soul searching again.......

[strychneen]

I know I keep whinging but I feel so empty again today....I have this nagging heart that I dunno you might say craves something but I dunno what. Adventure maybe....love oh just something I just don't know

Comments

[daisy22]

I feel like I am searching for something too..

[strychneen]

Horrible is it not....

[daisy22]

it's..un-nerving. I feel like I don't have control. Like I am lost. I hate feeling uncertain about the future.

[strychneen]

Me too....and I try to make changes to my life but nothing works just always feel alone and empty and back where I started.

[fearlessfrog]

I've spent my whole life wondering what I should be doing, and I've never been able to settle anywhere. My family say I need a house on wheels. The only really good thing in my life is my son, everything else is just stuff. I keep thinking I've gone wrong, that there is a place for me somewhere but I haven't found it. I've probably wasted so much time thinking like this, that I've let life pass me by. I haven't achieved any of my ambitions, that's for sure. I went to see a healer last year, who told me that it was ok for me to be who I am. I'm perceived as a failure in most people's eyes, but I care less and less what they think. If I take a good look at my life, it has been boring and frustrating, but people have to deal with a lot worse. Now I've rambled on so much I've forgotten the point of writing this comment. I'm not sure it's going to be of any help whatsoever to you, probably best to ignore it :/

[strychneen]

You discribe exactly what I think and do too...I mean I just would like some purpose in my life or some reason for being here. I guess I want the answer that eludes everyone...what is the damn meaning of life.

[fearlessfrog]

when I read your post it struck a chord with me. I don't think it's so unusual to think like this though. I do feel out of synch with what's going on around me, maybe I think too much. People have become very materialistic too, and measure success by money, status, possessions etc - I don't have any problem with that, but I never bought into it. Maybe I want to hang on to my individuality or my freedom, I don't know. I think it's tempting to "live" in the cyber world, as it's full of potentially like-minded people, whereas your immediate surroundings are more limited.
I can't see the day when I'll be content either, but I'm partly to blame for that as I lack the courage to change things in my life. If you feel that some sort of nomadic life would suit you, then maybe that's the way to go. You don't have to conform and go with the flow just because it's the 'normal' thing to do. As I always say, you never know what the future will bring - maybe you will find your soulmate, your adventure and your answers :)

[icequeen520]

I am sorry you feel chained to ur PC...I am partly responsible for that. I am sorry. I hope one day you find what you are looking for.