today was okay at the beginning i got to talk to blake and that was awesome he actually missed me not entirely for the reasons i would have hoped but hey who cares. Yeah then i went to church and i had an okay time there i texted jason alot and i played a prank on bart afterwards but he knows its only a joke so its ok. Bleh ive been kinda lonely ( Read more... )

bleh ive been so lonely lately it turns out my friends gonna have a bf the guy i kinda like will have his girl officially soon and my best friend from before is in sweden and whenever i think of her i cry which i have beeen doing alot but mostly cause of my mom and ben/ matias/the guys except for jason.oh well im a fuck up yay by

Not that much has been happening ive been sick alot like today i came home after 2nd period cause i had designed my friends costume and needed to put it on her for a "fashion show" about the canterbury tales. I was the same character last year that she was this year. Yeah school sucks and i have been having an extremely difficult time getting ( Read more... )

bleh im so stupid. i figured out the truth. arg i dont really like bart i kinda wanted to buti dont cause although i think hes cool i wouldnt want him for a bf. I dunno i have been lonely and i rushed a whole impossible actually undesirable fantasy on myself. oh well, im glad there are people here to talk sense to me. My friends and i watched Red ( Read more... )

all thats happened is like ive been cleaning and reorganizing and decorating my room its good it was like covered all over with stuff for a while but its almost done now im glad i cant wait to put up posters and use my desk for designing again!

bad bad very very bad!i was cleaning my room when i decided to give a few things to one of my friends so i called her and found out where she was. At the time she and 2 other girls were hanging out sitting on a fountain like we usually do when we are bored. So i looked for me keys and couldnt find them so i took my skates. I figured it was just a ( Read more... )

sum 41 Fat Lip rocks!

oh i forgot to mention i finally got knocked out and over but not up :P haha sorry had to say the last bit anyways i was in PE and like we were doing this game where u have to kick the ball through a line of people from the other team and they are supposed to try and stop it. Well i stopped paying attention for a little while and i was like so not ( Read more... )

yeah so my life is boring im always getting sick or beat up somehow and all i want in life right now is to have some really supportive but they dont really exist anymore. i miss fina, but my friends here are good too. Im kinda starting to accept the fact that i suck no matter how many friends i have who think im cool, it only matters what certain ( Read more... )

meh today was okay i went to school and stuff and in pe i used my inhaler and i could breath! i might go out for sports now:) i drove a friend home then hung out with all sorts of people but im kinda sad cause i realized today that i liked bart and it sucked cause hes awesome and i care about him alot always have but like ot always this way but he ( Read more... )