So I was in a rutt. That was no fun.

But I have been so blessed lately and now all I can say is WOW and THANK YOUIt's been rough, but I'm so glad that's ending. I have to say my Mondays with Betty really get me going for the rest of the week. So much has happened and most of it I don't recall ( Read more... )

Why am I so tired? and why is my dad being so dumb?

But the weather is sooooo gorgeous! and it's gonna rain tomorrow! so excited, i love the smell of rain!

And i need to shoot for my project but really dont want to, what if i just choose to fail? that'd be something new.

k night

So I;m doing better spiritually, but im getting sick when i get up again... one thing goes away, another comes i guess. It's like i'll just be standing in the shower and all of a sudden my stomach decides to revolt and i can't stand up on my own anymore. If i can just crouch and lean against something for a few minutes i'm usually ok, bu still, ( Read more... )

So I'm a bit better. Not so down. Still not motivated to do anything but sit around and mope, but lately it's more sitting less moping! Is it bad when you only realize how you're doing when live journal asks for your mood? I'm sorry to anyone I;m being mean to at the moment, I'm not mad (well, maybe i am) i just cant take too much of people right ( Read more... )

A - Age you got your first kiss: hmmm, nah ( Read more... )

I know most of you won't want to hear me rant about all of this, but for some reason I feel like i just need to write it out, and why not here? If you don't want to read, then don't ( Read more... )

Overall, the planned stuff was ok, not amazing, but not bad. Just the overall feel was odd. The unscheduled things, like Emily and my field trips in our 10 minute breaks, were amazing. Emily and I found a play ground and swung for a bit, and explored different places and played in the gazebo. And last night Gwen, Sarah, Sam, Melissa, and I ( Read more... )

I have random thoughts floating trough my head and don't feel like explaining them. Thus, a list ( Read more... )

I'm sorry for the times I'm not there, and for when I'm there and you don't want me to be. When I ignore you, leave you, make you feel like dirt; I apologize. When I do something stupid and you wish you could shoot me, I'd take it back in a heart beat.

Basically, I love you all and want you to be happy. If I ever get in the way of that, I'm ( Read more... )

was so much fun ( Read more... )