i be hopin these chain letter things ( Read more... )

hey all! im relapsing from my high right about now...u can hear my nigerian ass mother calling...no SCREAMING my name off the top of her alcoholic lungs! and then she gets mad cuz i am sleeping and i cant hear her ass! anyHOO...things might be going back to normal...chillin with fresh, the real GUI, and smart guy and also champion...it was FUN...we ( Read more... )

im chillin right now...i was hurtin earlier to day but in all honestly, shes just a girl. shes playing with herself, not me. its all good...i cant even trip anymore. this shit is over and done and i am now obligated to be her friend...thats why she mad...ur back with ur ex...whatchu need another friend for? i aint gon lie im still thinkin about her ( Read more... )

she hasnt called me all day...damn its like that kushroom??? thats fucked up. i could be wrong seeing as how the isnt over but then again who am i fooling? she aint gon call. im a lil proud of myself cuz im not blown...but then again part of me hopes to be like "oh shit thats her...let me continue this entry later..." that shit aint happenin. fuck ( Read more... )

hello all! not doing anything right now...just got back from church...i was blown last night because everyone went out except for me...and my sister...my oldest brother went out to this african party with his best friend and my other brother and my cousin went to another african party and then went to the cornerstone...BOOOO!! so im chillin ( Read more... )

another fuckin convo to leave my lost like shit! this bitch really playin games man...for real...y r u still callin me when u gon get back with her?? what am i doin for you?? it was fun while it lasted but niggas ir ready to move the FUK on! thats what im tryin to do. then you get mad when i dont have shit to say to you????? u know whats bothering ( Read more... )

damn i guess yall will never know what happened between me and kushroom. i literally spent like three days writing that entry...tryin to put every single detail in it but whatever. ill just say what happened in a nutshell...we got kool again the next day and she kissed me and then we hung out later on that night. we spent four hours in a park ( Read more... )

so yeah...um...im a lil speechless right now because i just did sumthing my previous entry goes against. idk if that makes any sense...i cant stop smiling right now man...this gurl has really got a hold on me...damn. oh man oh man...what was i thinking? it doesnt even matter because i did it knowing what i was doing. im such a loser. i cant stop ( Read more... )

at approximately 1:28am, i stopped talking to kushroom...for good. i guess i can reveal her name but i dont even want to. after four hours of conversation i came to the consensus that she aint for me. i knew this; thats the thing. i know that we werent meant for each other. i cant be your friend and like you at the same time. that shit dont work ( Read more... )

here we go...*sigh*...wher the fuck do i begin with all the bullshit thats been happenin?? well, as of right now, my phone is off and me and my mother...fuck it...ijeoma...arent on good terms. all week she has been pickin on me and trying to pick fights with me. it all started lase weekend when i asked her if i could go to the mall with my dude GUI ( Read more... )