the drunk kids, the catholics, they're all about the same ( Read more... )

BUR RUR RUR. my tongue is going to split in half, you mark my words. it hurts real bad. ow ( Read more... )

Oooh, this my shit, this my shit ( Read more... )

shitty fucking day. bur rur rur. actually, it wasn't that shitty until i came home. then it got real shitty. and i've had my goddamn license for a week now and i haven't been able to drive anywhere. she won't even let me go to the fucking gas station like 2 seconds away, even though she TOLD me i could drive my dad's car if it were here ( Read more... )

mondays suck. real hard ( Read more... )

& when you're at a concert and the music consumes you. for that moment, you're just one with the music and it's pure bliss ( Read more... )

along with every other fiber of my body. ow. but last night was AMAZING. we (chris,nikul, jonathan, cknee, sam, tori) went to groovin on the grounds and met everyone up there. i saw some country lady, the ying yang twins( who were AMAZING) better than ezra, and ryan cabrera. oh my God. i was just not believing it the whole time. wow. ( Read more... )

do you ever have one of those days when so many little things just build and build until you have a breakdown? that was today. it seems like i'm never enough for anyone. i can't ever be what anyone wants me to be and i try so fucking hard. i just want my parents to think i'm a decent kid and not a fuck up. i can't even load the fucking dishes ( Read more... )

last night was another AMAZING night. and the thing that made it so amazing was that we did nothing imparticular. for 5 hours we were just together and happy. and to me, that's amazing ( Read more... )

it's so hard not to be with him, or at least talking to him. it's almost physically painful. but when i'm with him, it's the most wonderful thing. we're soulmates, i really think we are. i have this deeper, more intense connection with him, like we can see into each other's souls, and it's a wonderful, wonderful thing. everything is so pure. ( Read more... )