i have coffee, i have pocky, i have red hot chili peppers and a *finally* warm apartment. and yet i'm so lonely and tired i could cry. dan and mike are at dan's parents house tonight, and i'm so tired i want to go to bed but if i do i'll be up at midnight and unable to sleep the rest of the night. and why am i so tired at 6:20 in the evening? ( Read more... )

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where is everyone? the only person posting anything on here is Kristin. not that this is a bad thing, i love kristin. but where is makayla? and Roya? and Sakura? where are you people!!!!!!!! anyway ( Read more... )

i just got my grade from my first essay and i got an 82 out of 100. woot! this is especially happy because it took about an hour to do the essay, and since i spent more time on this latest essay, hopefully my grade will be proportinately larger! hurray for internet and online classes!

please ignore any possible angsty feel this rant may turn out to have. having said that, on with the rant ( Read more... )

ok, so this is all from saturday, the day of Octobers full moon, called the hunter's moon. so Saturday was my day off, and i really wanted to get my english homework done so i could get it turned in since i've hardly been able to do anything for that class. because, see, my downstairs neighbor usually provides us with wireless internet access. ( Read more... )

here it is, just after midnight, and i and my roommate are sitting in the living room, both on our seperate computers, hardly talking, and doing our own thing. his dog plays on the floor, going back and forth between a ham bone and a chew toy. i think she might be teething. and i was thinking about this poem that Christy wrote in my journal i ( Read more... )

i feel like shit. i really badly want to curl up in bed with my kitty and cry until i fall asleep, but instead i'msitting in a coffee shop, researching herbs and runes and hoping steph shows up so i can start looking for halloween costumes with her ( Read more... )

Ahhhh! the busyness of working and school is awesome. and i just found this really pretty girl in Auburn who's lesbian, wiccan, and pretty.... i'm hoping she messages me back sometime soon like. and i'm really just wasting time until the dude on his laptop to my right finishes downloading shit so i can try and download some more music from ( Read more... )

my poor kitten, she can tell i'm worried, but not why.  and stupid dan, said he was going to try to come straight home last night and didn't.  so now i'm worried....  more than i should be since his mom probably simply decided she didn't feel like driving him all the way here and instead had him crash at her place.  which, if that's the case, means ( Read more... )