Tonight I learned not to hold anything back if doing so prevents you from having a good time. I'm not going to hold back and be reserved as much anymore. It's a plan.
However way i try to write it, it always seems like i'm extremely unhappy and full of self-pity. So i'm not going to write anything of the sort. But i'm not going to pretend that everything is super, either. So i just won't write anything until something interesting happens to me. Simple as that. :)