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[studiousgirl]

No, I'm not dead.

I'm fine, in fact. If certain people would just trust that I'm fine.

But sometimes, that's too much to ask.

The entry ends. Hermione shoves the journal off the bed, and curls up under the blankets, beginning to cry properly.

Comments

[aidan_jennings]

((OOC: Is this private or not?))

You okay, Hermione?

((OOC - Nope, it's not ^^))

[studiousgirl]

Go ask HarryI'm fine

Re: ((OOC - Nope, it's not ^^))

[aidan_jennings]

Okay...but please if there is, tell me as a fellow Gryff...

[pale_violet]

Hey, since you're not listening to me when I speak maybe you'll read this instead: what's with the sniffling? Seriously, what's wrong, and what happened to you anyway?

[studiousgirl]

Nothing happened. Harry just pretty much killed someone. I was perfectly all right.

[pale_violet]

Oh is that all! I understand. I like throwing my book off the bed and crying when I'm perfectly all right too.

You must really think I'm stupid, huh? The great Hermione Granger.

Fine, whatever. No wonder nobody else likes you.

[studiousgirl]

(OOC- *giggle*)

Right. I'm not great at all, Lavender. And I just..I feel like crying right now!

Private to Hermione

[padma_claw]

Hey, Hermione, you alright? Okay, so you're not alright. I heard there was some sort of row or something... I don't want to know the details though- I'd prefer to be friends with both of you if that's alright. But is there anything I can do to help? Do you want to talk? I could get you some books out of the library, if you like- if you're going to stay in your room all week, you'll need something to read/study, or you'll be bored stiff- you'll run out of tears to cry eventually.

Re: Private to Hermione

[studiousgirl]

Yes, there was a row. As most people'll have probably gathered, Harry and I..aren't really speaking right now. I won't go into it. I don't want to think about it, and frankly, I don't even want to think about him at all.

I don't want to talk, but thanks, Padma. I'll be out in time for classes, I just.. appreciate the space. It's not like I haven't alienated two best friends in order to save someone one of them doesn't deem saving. It's not like Harry will ever realise that he's being selfish and unreasonable, and that if I was allowed a little bit of trust, I wouldn't ever put him in danger wittingly, and that helping Tom helps the Order

I suppose I'll be better soon I doubt it

Re: Private to Hermione/Padma, Warded

[padma_claw]

Fair enough. I don't particularly want to know the details- I'd rather remain impartial, and try and help both of my friends. I talked to Harry, and he's pretty cut up about it too, but you said you don't want to think about him, so I'll say no more, I promise. I just wanted you to know it meant something to him too.

Oh, and there's no DA this week, but it'll start again next week. Actually, Lavender might be taking it just for this week, but so far as I know she hasn't agreed to it yet.

Well, if you do need anything, just give me a yell. I could use a study break... Ancient Runes are fascinating, but my head's rather saturated with them.