Dumb me...

[studmufindan]

ok, why do i say such stupid things...ugh, they just like come out of my mouth, and i dont even think how stupid they are..."straightening is good, makes life clearer"...my gosh, stupid thing to say, why do i even say it, i dont know Dan, why do you say it, i dont know, i guess you'll just hafta kinda think before you say stuff like that, cause it'

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[studmufindan]

ugh, there i go again: "oh well" but i guess i'll have to live with it, what's done is done...can ya tell i'm kinda mad with the way i am/act? buhbye

[sxyflippygirl]

cool it buddy. don't beat urself too bad. it's no fun. u can't take back what u say. so u gotta either live w/ it or spend who knows how long trying to live w/out it. but ya. just had to say that. i hate seen'n ya beatin urself up about somethin. it's no fun. i know the feeling. and it's not worth ur time. so i'll ttyl. bye!

-eva-

[studmufindan]

ok...deep breaths...counting to 10...ok...anyway...i'm glad you care, and i'm not really beating myself that bad...dont worry...oh, and it has nothin really to do with anything you've done, so dont worry about it bein cause of you...ya, but i do have that problem of sayin dumb stuff...i've been like this in my head for quite a while, and i'm just now sayin stuff cause, i cant seem to really do anything about it with it just bein in my head, so if i get it out there, it might help...oh, and also, i'm soooo bored i've had time to think about stuff like what i do wrong, and that's just one thing i thought of...hey, dont worry, it's not really that bad, it's just that i'm so bored that that gets me pissed off...i dont know if that makes sense, but ok :P alright, i'm gonna go too, ttyl, bye
~Dan

[sxyflippygirl]

ya, oh well. i just wanted to say that anyway cuz in general getting pissed off at urself is such a drag. trust me..i know..i've been doin it lately. that's why i've been out running twice since i got home last night. but oh well. hum...maybe i'll call ya. i'll ttyl. bye!

-eva-