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[studpussy]

i've wanted this move for so long, this change, this new beggining. i've begged and pleaded and manipulated my way into making it happen, and now, i'm very upset because i'm scared. and i hate to admit that because being fearfull shows weakness. i am scared of change and i'm scared to leave this city. i'm just now discovering the wonders of it, and

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[selfhelpbook]

we, as humans, have an amazing desire for the worst in ourselves. now that you have the new begging you wanted, you're scared of letting the self destructive behaviours go--you're afraid of being happy. you have to learn to recognize those feelings for what they are and embrace the opportunity to change for the better.. you are in control of your life, who you are, and who you become... you remind me a lot of myself when i was your age... god i sound so ooold........ but trust me, you can make things better. just dont ever give up, and dont ever surrender the control over your life.. each decision you make was yours to make, no matter how hard that may be to accept, its your first step to happiness. take it.