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not sure about what to write tonite.
i don't really feel like falling asleep right now. dont know why.
i saw too many people i casually knew today. which was abd because i didnt look super hott today. i had cleavage though which was good.
i kinda miss high school. i mean im super glad i don't have to go to a fashion show everyday. seriously i only get all cute looking when im goin to a party or if im trying to be seductive or if i know a lot of pics are going to be taken.
life is so wierd ya know? its just a question of what you want out of life really. i mean ultimately you do get to decide that in a sense. i really kinda just want to travel the world. that's a really cliche thing to want. but i just want to see what other cultures are like. a lot of times im not fond of american society. im seriously afraid everything going to hit the fan one day for america. and that would make me sad.
lets look at garden city quickly... how many garden city high school kids our age are going to be able to afford the lifestyle of their parents? what about the kids in livonia? you need a decent income to be able to afford a house. and a lot of kids our age aren't aiming for that. they are going to slip into poverty, while others get rich. see ya middle class. everything is moving north. when was the last time you seen something built around here that was aimed at a market that had money to spend?
we have dollar stores every 5 feet in garden city, and a coney island every two.
also, in our society, EVERYTHING is entertainment. there is not a single subject matter that has not been glamorized into entertainment. violence, drugs, sex. many of us were exposed to that at a young age. we're such a de-sensitized nation.
also, our leaders are ridiculous. actually, i think whats wrong is the media. of course nation leaders are always ridiculous, with promiscuity vanity or corruption. but we honestly dont need to know our presidents private lives. when you go to a job interview, do they ask " sooo.... do you cheat on your wife? How many times have you done drugs? ( actually they might ask the last one)"
but i dont think personal life should be a factor in evaluating a persons competency for a JOB.
i'll admit it, i have a thing against stupid people. and its like a national joke that bush is stupid. if you watch comedy central for like a minute im sure youd hear it. but honestly, he probably isnt that bad of a guy. i dont think he is doing an awful job, i mean sure the nation isnt prospering, but we are slowly recovering from our mini depression. point is i probably only think bush is stupid because of the media.
can you believe this decade is half over?
i remember the 90's like they were yesterday, with waist high jeans, the grunge look, and teenybopper music was so incredibly cool. i mean think of all those one hit wonder boy bands. i mean besides the big 2, nsync and bsb. there was uhh.. hmm... i kinda forgot. then there was britney and christina. brits off being a momma now, and i dont know what xtinas up to. probably being emo. but with soul.
then there was jessica simpson and nich lachey. they played off eachothers mild levels of famousness. but now they are broken up. and im pretty sad because i wanted them to have beautiful children.
remember nicole kidman and tom cruise? they were wonderful. she is one classy lady. and tom cruise was untimely sexy.
but now hes fucking katie holmes. and they are in "love".
and whats up with metrosexuals? honestly dating someone who had to do more prep than me would annoy the hell outa me.
also, whats up with skanks?
ok i do believe im done. good night.