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It's really easy. It's also really hard.
I don't really understand how it can be both at the same time. I just know that it is. It also makes me really happy, and at the same time it sometimes really hurts.
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Deja Vu
It's both really weird and really interesting to be writing in here. Especially because I'm typing this up on my laptop, so it's even more like old times. I often miss writing, but I never do it anymore. I don't write in here or on paper or anywhere anymore. Of course there's the exception of the few sentences that get posted on social media, but ( Read more... ) -
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Hello my old friend.
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Life is crazy.
I'm tired.
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Don't ask me what's wrong, it's been going on so long I don't know.
I wonder how many times I've written that here.
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He lives for love, he loves his drugs. He loves his baby, too. But I can't fix him, can't make him better. And I can't do nothing about this strange weather. But you are unfixable. I can't break through your world. Cause you live in shades of cool, your heart is unbreakable.
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lets destroy each other, cause were too cool for love lines. soft kisses over cheap wine. smoke me baby, like your last cigarette. whisper to me, say, "youll never forget." can you break my heart a little more? shove my body against yours & kiss me like you mean it. anything worth a taste burns as it goes down. could you tell me im so audrey ( Read more... ) -
Even though nobody is looking..
If I didn't have responsibilities and a decent head on my shoulders now, I would revert back to the old me in about thirty seconds. I have such a strong urge to be the person that I used to be, at least in certain ways. I just want to run away and fall into all of the bad habits that I used to rely on. And you did this to me. As broken as I was, at ( Read more... )