being single is kinda enjoyable!
i'm juggling boys, which is always a fun past time.
i justify that i'm dating like a man, therefore it's okay.
and i'm not leading anyone on so it's ALL gravy.

parents gone for like 10 days = me never ever ever sleeping
oh, and i want to kill my dogs.

i broke up with ben yesterday ( Read more... )

ha... whoops?

i have complete insomnia, i'm up til around 5 every single night.
and it sucks because i'm most creative at night
but i cant go in the living room and play piano at 3:30 am because i'd wake my parents.
i wish i could sleep.

The melody inside my head, it won't let me rest. I'd rather sleep instead, but all I feel is dread.haha the lyrics to my ( Read more... )

life is relatively hectic at the moment ( Read more... )

http://www.myspace.com/ursulasikersmusic

GO LISTEN!

so BASICALLY ben finally gave me a copy of his final project yesterday ( Read more... )

yeah so basically life goes on ( Read more... )

i'm sick ( Read more... )

in love in love in love in love in love
it's a horrible feeling and i hate it

if he DOES end up moving in january, i just don't know what i'll do.
but it's just so good right now.
and the way he just kind of blurted out "i love you"
and the way i pretended i didn't notice so he could save face

haha it was basically the cutest moment ever.