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TaY: I love you....... please remember that and don't let old habits come back in bite you in the ass, please? I'm all the way down here and there isn't much I can do but tell you I love you and hope that you keep that in mind ( Read more... )

Anyone who knows my mother's sister, Pam, knows she's the sweetest person on the earth...and that she's been through shit nobody should ever have to go through. She's been battling cancer for almost 12 years. Her new doctor is skeptical of the last time she had it--he doesn't think she really did and that the bone marrow transplant unit just ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about shit alot lately and how I have very few REAL friends. Have you ever gotten that feeling that there just isn't anyone there? That you are completely alone and nobody cares? I'm so fucking scared ( Read more... )

The past few days have been pretty great ( Read more... )

I finally got my freakin cable internet...after 2 weeks!!! It's so nice. I think I'm in love haha ( Read more... )

Just got back from seeing the most amazing show ever...caught Dane Cook and Jay Davis at the Patrick Gym for $10...well well worth the money let me tell you. Not only is Dane the most gorgeous guy I've ever laid my eyes on, but just about the funniest. So as I'm sure you can tell, I had a wonderful night ( Read more... )

Well tomorrow morning i have to take my computer apart to take it to school so the next time you hear from me, ill be independent :D ( Read more... )

School seems so close, yet so far away. I'm supposed to be leaving friday but who knows...im $1500 short...it doesnt seem like so much money, but it's impossible to get. Daddy told me he'd see what he could do for me and said that he could probably get me 500 of it but he had to talk to donna...which simply means "absolutely not". when he wasnt ( Read more... )

Well my suspicions have been confirmed...my dad is drinking again. after almost a year! well it was nice to have a real dad for those months but i can already sense his disinterest in my life again. like a few weeks ago he was making plans to come help me move in to school, but yesterday he was coming up with every excuse he could think of to not ( Read more... )