I am aggravated because my confidence is shot to hell. I know that all I need is confidence, but I don't really know how to get it. I'm trying to figure out how to do it. I'm trying a week drinking only water, whitening my teeth with strips, and doing yoga and swimming ( Read more... )

I HATE MY BRAIN ( Read more... )

"Heero never knew how long they sat in the rain on that empty street while Duo released all his pent-up anguish. Heero's arm got heavy and ached from holding up the umbrella, but he never wavered. Cars whooshed past, misty ghosts in the rain."

So....

I want to be austin's friend.

He said he wanted to be mine.

But

Then he said he didn't want to be just friends.

So I guess I've lost that friendship.

It was stupid to think I could keep it.

I've never really lost a best friend before. My reaction is lacking because I don't really know how to respond.

I'm really surprised by how upset I am that Jason isn't coming, I mean I knew this was going to happen. I guess it's just the timing of it all, and the light hearted voice, and the fact that I'm on my period and it's making me feel pretty shitty already ( Read more... )

Life definitely works in interesting ways. I'm really glad I called Jason tonight- talk about serendipity. I think tonight brought us closer (of course there was alcohol but that does not matter hehehe ( Read more... )

It is hot and I am feeling a bit brain dead. I think I'll write in the morning- it's just such a shame to open up a post and exit it with the page blank!

arthur the lovely kitty says Hi to everyone!
(pics to come)

So I didn’t get any F’s. Perhaps this is the universe telling me I’m not supposed to be a psych major >.> or maybe I just have to retake stat. Probably have to retake it. I mean it’s my quantantative credit that’s required anyways… but also I think I can still get that credit with a D. I know you can erase an F If you retake a class, can you erase ( Read more... )

When I was little and I would golf with my dad he would always shout "swingandamiss" whenever I missed the ball. I feel like I have a little voice in the back of my head saying "swingandamiss" a lot lately... only it's not a ball I'm missing. -_ ( Read more... )

Is home and has lots to do and no time to write BAH! But I'm sure the inevitable summer boredom will settle in in a few weeks. need chapstick, food, meds, coffee, and lots and lots of organization -__ ( Read more... )