Conservation of movement

[stumbling_monk]

I'm blogging to clear my mind at the moment. It seems I have found myself at a crossroads. For once in my life I am starring down the barrel of tremendous opportunity on all fronts. How I play my hand will dictate the quality of my life for the rest of my life and it is a very daunting process. The problem I am struggling with is I have more

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[x_gyregimble_x]

Been wanting to reply to this since I read it on Monday...

First, count your lucky stars that you have so many options, my friend. :) I know you know it. You're in a better position than many others out there. That's awesome. Now, what? You've heard it all from me before... Calculated steps toward greatness. Do not measure yourself by one or two particular expectations. Or take a hint from Jonathan Larson and measure your life in looooooooooove. No wait. Don't do that. Damn it.

In all seriousness... Forget measuring and simply be. Be you. Cuz you are made of teh awesomesauce. All of the other chips will fall into place once a stronghold of expectations is released. Which is what I think you're doing with this post. No more self-detsruction. Take inspiration in all that is before you and the wealth of possibilities that you have the luxury of choosing from. Calculated steps. Calculated risks. Above all, remain true to you. Everything else will take care of itself. :)

It was nice to read this, btw.

[stumbling_monk]

Thanks Hon. I am rarely driven to blog about stuff but I hit a low point after the last few weeks I've had... You are right on a number of points it is just easier said than done. I feel the shortness of life creeping in on me. I look back at the last six months and have had a handful of days I'd consider 'keepers'. Whats the point of waking up if 90 percent of your time is consumed by misery and things/people you dont care about or get along with. Even the 'keeper' days are questionable in my mind cause I have not had a partner to share them with.