So this is crazy but I may actually have a new boyfriend.  I mean, wow, it's all happening so fast.  Speed Dater is awesome.  I can't stop thinking about him.  Last night I played his message on speaker.  He called me "sexy."  Perfect.  And he said he was thinking about me.  And today he's sent me two text messages calling me "baby."  We're ( Read more... )

Ok, so last night I had the BEST DATE EVER.  And I mean, I know I should get my hopes up - especially after things crashed and burned with Yahoo (perhaps he found someone who wants to bear his 16 children??), but really it was great ( Read more... )

I am so SICK of being sick.  This is it.  I give up.  When will I feel better?  I want to go to work.  I want to go to the mall.  I want to eat things.  I want to get dressed up tonight and kiss cute boys.  Blast my throat.  Blast my immune system.  I hate this.  I miss life.  I miss the world outside of my apartment.  There's nothing to do.  There ( Read more... )

X is in Spain.  I'm in Albany with strep throat.  Where's the fairness in that I ask you?  He can be a giant dick to me and break my heart and make me feel unsexy and out-of-shape and still the universe rewards him with international travel?  And for my sacrifices, I get an infection.

Great.

Even have to cancel a date tonight.  Woah is me.

So I'm like dying.  Well probably not.  At least death would legitimately excuse me from work tomorrow.  As it is, I can't afford to take off, sick or not.  Stupid sick time lost to mysterious illness back in June.  Now I only have like 4 sick hours and I'll be damned if I have to tap into my personal time.

I've been sick all weekend.  My friend ( Read more... )

So a long time ago a therapist told me my problem was that I essentially fixate on one thing, become obsessed with it so to speak.  I stopped going.  You don't need an advanced degree to figure that one out.  I'm a driven person.  People LIKE this about me most of the time.  It's got me where I am today.  If you don't focus hard on your goals, you' ( Read more... )

So in my haste and frustration last night, I forget to mention a key detail of last night's Yahoo date.  Seemingly out of the blue, Yahoo asked me "if you had a million dollars, would you have ten children?"  First, this was coming from someone who displayed little to no knowledge of tex/mex cuisine (in addition to the jerk pork snaffoo, he also ( Read more... )

 Went out with Yahoo tonight.  It was okay.  He didn't know what jerk pork was though.  Why do I always date the dumb ones?  There was lots of chemistry though just like last time.  He's hard to read.  And it's slightly annoying that it's only ten o'clock and my date is over but he's a teacher and has to work early ( Read more... )

until I have lunch with X!  My love boy, my little prince, my partner and bestest friend.  I'm so excited!  We used to have lunch every Friday when I was an intern at the capital and we were first going out.  I used to look forward to those lunches so much!  We hardly saw each other at that time outside of those lunch dates, so each time I aspired ( Read more... )

So somehow tonight I totally got roped into speed dating. It sucked because I missed derby, left my phone at work, and now have no way of contacting ym friend who I was supposed to see tonight.  But I had my friend check my messages - 7, I go AWOL one night and I'm popular all of a sudden.  One of them was Yahoo confiming our date for tomorrow, yay ( Read more... )