that's how I feel. The one bad thing about coming home from college is the fact that I now live in a town where I have one friend, I don't even know where she lives and we've never seen each other outside of work. All of my friends live an hour away in Derry. And it's not that an hours drive is very far, but it is somewhat an inconvienance. If there are spontaneous plans (which is usually the case with the people I hang out with) then I cannot partake in them. I need advanced notice to do anything. All of my trips to Derry have to be planned and packed for and it's just a pain sometimes. Like tonight, Lisa, Sara, Katie, and Kat all went to shoot some pool. I'd love to be with them right now. Although I'm sure my girlfriend would like some time with them without me, I just want to see the rest of the gang. So now 9:00 is late because my family goes to bed early and there's nothing to do up here and I feel like I shouldn't be going to bed because I'm on college time but I'm extremely tired. I don't know if it's that I just ignore the fact that I'm tired in college or if being home just makes me more tired...
My hair is gone. I had my mom cut it today for the first time in probably 10 weeks. The longest it's been in years. It was fun while it lasted. She cut it shorter than she use to though, a whole blade size I think. She says she didn't and that I just don't remember it, but that's not right. It's ok though, I'm not upset that it's too short, the fact that I had to cut it makes me kind of sad. I liked my long hair, it was something new, something different. Something, not Dan. My head is cold :-(
It's almost Christmas and that makes me very happy. This week's gonna be pretty busy I think. Tomorrow I'm going to my brother's new house in Sanford, Maine and having my niece's first birthday party. In the morning I'll probably work upstairs on our new addition. I'll get to that next. Monday is looking pretty open right now so I guess I'll clean my room, get it kind of settled into for the next month, just chill basically. Tuesday I have a dentist appointment and then I'm going down to Derry to see the PA band concert. Am I excited? Heck yes I am! I think I need to get a shot before that, I should look into that. Then I'll go out with da band kids to applebee's and good times will be had. Gotta find a place to crash for the night. Then Wednesday at some point I'm hoping to get together with Kat and then with the gang in the evening. Thursday to Saturday I'm working at good ol' E.M. Heath's. Hope to see a bunch of people that I use to work with and hopefully hang out with Amber. Christmas Eve...busy day lol. 10-5 work, drive to Bedford for relatives Christmas party, then to Derry to see Kat, midnight service at FP, then back home to Meredith. Wake up after a few hours of sleep and do the Christmas thang! And then Christmas we're going to Maine so I don't think I'll be doing any driving. In fact I will be very much not alert lol. I'd better not be playing Santa's elf (aka the present passer-outer-guy). My dad's all upset that I'm going from Sat. 10AM to Sun 2AM. Whatever, wanna see Kat and her family on Christmas Eve too because Christmas is about being with the ones you love! (yes hun you qualify for that lol :-D)
So that's this next week. Another awesome thing about this week is that people will be working on my house, the second story addition. The drywall went up today and so now I can see how all the rooms will be set up. My room is awesome, pretty big compared to the room's I've had in the past. Got everything lain out the way I want. Where my bed will be, where my dresser will be, where my desk will be. It's going to be nice to move everything in so I can sort through everything I packed up during the summer. I'm sure some of it got lost/damaged in the move, hot summer weather, and cold winter weather. But that's ok, because it just makes it easier to move things back in lol. I'll probably throw a lot of stuff away I think. Anyway, hopefully by the end of vacation we'll be starting to move stuff in. Oh bed, how I miss thee.
So that is life according to me. I spent the last few days with Kat and they were amazing. I'm so glad that she's only an hour away right now and not 3.5. I hope I get to see her a lot during vacation :-) Alright well I'm out, so peace mo fos!