I found this on a friends blog on myspace and some of these things upset me a lil ( Read more... )

YAY!!! hehe Im happy, thats all!!!

Let me just say that I have NEVER stopped completely dead in my tracks and my heart stopped at the same time. Never have I felt that before...WOW! Want to cry now...

Have you ever ( Read more... )

Well something that I have decided should help me out of this hole I have buried myself in. It hasnt taken effect yet cause well it hasnt. Im in the process of trying to make myself feel better and I hope it works and I go through with it. Due to some recent finding out of things and due to me thinking alot (which usually isnt good) it shouldnt be ( Read more... )

Another ten things to ten people without using names....You think your going to know who they are about but let me tell you right now they are to no one you would ever guess ( Read more... )

No one knows how badly I want to say fuck the world and everyone in it. I dont want to do this anymore. I hate people and I wish I could never see anyone again. Im tired of lies, Im tired of everything. You have no idea how bad I want to pack my shit and leave this place. Where I would go, I dont know but it definitly wouldnt be here. Maybe I just ( Read more... )

FUCK YOU!!!

Another 10 things for 10 people without saying there names ( Read more... )

So yeah, im not sure that I actually have a lot of friends anymore. I have a few sure and the rest are pretty shaddy. Jen Y, Jen M, and Nikki C are some that I know for sure. I found some things out and it sucks hard core. Why is it that people cant just say what they mean to your face? Even if it hurts thats all I have ever asked for and what I ( Read more... )