i just got home a lil bit ago, my car is like spraying shit out of the bottem, when i got home the car was fuckin smoking. I dunno, im hella bored. Tommorow is gunna be boring...and i gotta work...and its supposed to rain all week....god dammit. Im really really bored, no ones online, no ones really talkin, blah. I guess ill go n try to find ( Read more... )

its 1 in the mourning...haha wow, monday was amazing. fucking great day. hehe ;) im talking to a few people on aol. nothin special. Im pretty bored. my batman action figure is here with me. I dont know. life has been pretty damn sweet the past couple of days. Im really enjoying everything. taking it one day at a time. see what happens i suppose. ( Read more... )

life is such an amazing thing. Dont waist it. and try not to get caught up. i was sitting outside smoking while i was at work, and i stared at the cigarette, i stared at the sky, i stared at the birds flying around, i stared and watched all of the people and the wind. Just everything. its so crazy. Ur only here for a certain amount of time. dont ( Read more... )

and im sorry for being repeatitive, this is the last time i will be adressing this. i apologize

in no way have i ever gone out of my way to bother people for no purpose or reason. It's never been a random thing, never not once. But even though only so many people read this, id still like to say that to all of you who have any kind of problem with me...fuck you. There isnt a long speech id like to give you, just a big fuck you goes out to all ( Read more... )

i wonder if there is any chance at all of me to not be a joke. I think that by me being too nice makes people beleive that im nothing to worry about. I really shouldnt be so nice. You can call me a dick, and ass, a bitch, an ass hole, self centered, son of a bitch, whiney, i mean whatever you want, but i know, I KNOW that i have done the best as i ( Read more... )

my lip gets really scummy sumtimes....fuckin nasty shit i cant wait for it to heal so i can put a fuggin stud through it....peice of shit...umm iono, things have been so crazy, for like, everyone and everything. Like i cant even begin to describe or explain it all. just fucking madness. Courtney im sorry bout drew being gone, but he will be back, ( Read more... )

i sometimes wonder how many people are actually happy with themselves. Like truely happy with themselves, i respect and envy those people, even very laid back and likable people are self concious. i dont know. Everything has been so crazy. Like never been this crazy before probably, or atleast not in a long time, so much at once just exploading ( Read more... )

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i would still like to have drew involved with ordeal, but we just have to see what happens, its still all so vague, i know joe brehm is involved, and so is jake folgers, and i just want to make sure that everyone would be able to get along, and that everyone is cool with the ideas that i have for it, im not trying to be a control freak, but ive ( Read more... )