tonight i worked all day. it had its ups and downs. busy all night. i felt so confused. work always does that to me. its just another one of those situations that turns into an ongoing process of ups and downs. theres no end to it. sometimes i really feel like i've fucking had it. and i need to quit. and sometimes i fucking love it to pieces. as ( Read more... )

for the past THREE days, a piece of jewelery that i wear every day has broken. it started thursday. thursday the anklet ive been wearing for 4 years broke, and i noticed it when i got out of bed. friday morning the necklace that drew got me from jamaica snapped in half. today the bracelet found at the subhumans show broke when i took it off. the ( Read more... )

i think im going crazy. and im serious about it. i just havent felt myself lately. and ive been drinking more than usual ( Read more... )

its snooooooowwwwwy outtt :-) thats kind of cool. i love the snow, i just hate having a shitty car to drive in it with. my car will probably kill me. hahah its okay though, i'd be proud. actually i love the shadow. it makes everything fun ( Read more... )

sometimes, i get wicked wicked hella lucky. ahahahh oh man. weird scenarios follow me around.

i like painting fuuuuuuuuuuuuurrrrrniture.

theres too much to say.

i forget if i've updated under the influence of alcohol before. well, if not, this could be a first. it just completely set in that this is winter. fuck autumn, right? its over. all i know is what i live every winter. this drunken mindset. i drink doubles the same speed i drink singles. woo im listening to the streets. i remember seeing them with ( Read more... )

today was bad i guess, in comparison to other days. its not really over yet though. but i have a feeling its just gunna be all ehhh blahhertya5ya3y4hfgh. i stayed at work late. it was so busy all day because of friggen tommy depoala; the popular children's author. that guy is very demanding. he comes to sign books and he makes us reserve him all ( Read more... )

ahhhhhh my whole entry just got erased. :-(

HAPPY HALLOWEEEEEEEN EVERYONE :-D
(psssst, nobody told me that the clocks were supposed to be set back last night, so i woke up an hour early. suckkkk.)

^^Tonight you'll find me at the axis with nicole at the Big D & the Kid's Table show! Yes! fuckin love them. fuckin love seeing them.

^^And last night was ( Read more... )

Sometimes when a feeling is unexplainable, it is more gratifying to live and understand the emotion for yourself, than struggling to analyze it with human language.

some emotions are so strong that no words could do them justice.

...and some are left best, simply unsaid.