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seems like the only time i have to update is when im in this class. Its actually quite sad, especially considering all the things that have been happenin in my life recently. Not gonna go into it too much here ( Read more... )

im in class right now, again, and im feeling guilty for typimg in here becasue for once he's saying stuff that sounds alil interesting.. its like "the reason why networks were invented" day... thats like history, and i have a penchant for random factoids... meh, oh well ( Read more... )

okay, basically, thats all i have to say. this week was totally too stressing and long and depressing for me to even feel slightly motivated to rehash. there were, of course, those moments that make it seem all worth it, like the plot to go cmaping, or the fleaing to canada, or allowing myself to cry and knowing someone would come to me, to help me ( Read more... )

lets see now ( Read more... )

i am so frigging tired that it doesnt even make sense. i used to be the no-sleep champ! But recently i feel so drained, ive been falling asleep in class and while reading, and writing, and listening to music, and talking... yeah its bad. and i dont think getting more sleep would help much either. I think I'm tired simply because i finally got my ( Read more... )

finally th eend of this loooooonnnnng weekend. i had some fun. friday was the highlight tho. coulda done without saturday night too (except ember) and prolly this morning as well.... maybe i just have a problem with goodbyes and thats why ive been feeling weird today? i really hope thats it ( Read more... )

this day wasnt at all as bad as i saw it being. i didnt have to go thru a class that puts me to sleep and my english 235 teacher rox my socks. i love her. even the white strip of her hair is cool ( Read more... )

im in class right now ( Read more... )

actually the weekend wasnt a COMPLETE wast of time. I found out later that it was necessary for me to go home because an old friend, actually an ex of mine, came home on leave from the airforce. It was supposed to be tailored around a visit he was to pay to my house, but it didnt happen. so, altho it was essentially a waste, it wasnt meant to be ( Read more... )