today we are all hanging out at my house.... which is great.  i really like blaise. like a lot. yay!!! and its not like the others like i really like have butterflys when i see him and i dont know usually i get all worried when the guys i like dont call me but with him i dont. so its all good. i get to see him tomarrow. yay! its his bday omg what ( Read more... )

im tired of all this bullshit. why is it when i finally start having fun and hanging out with people and getting a routine going my fucking mother has to get into it and fuck it up.  her little punching bag is sick and tired of dealing with her shit. its not my fault that people at work dont like her. she should try and not be so bitchy. that is ( Read more... )

well trisha is tired of her boyfriend and wants to break up with him but she wants him to break up with her cause its a lot easier on her if he does because she likes another guy. HOMECOMING was yesterday had a lot of fun. kahlib came with us and i was dancing with josh. god can that kid dance. hehehe. well trisha needs sleep so she is going to go

well i havent posted in a long time. a lot has changed with me. dont really speak to nick anymore since he basically told me that i would never be his girlfriend material, man that really hurt. i have had some time to think by myself and guess what i need to call him and tell him how i feel. i mean i have a new guy in my life that is ok.... i mean ( Read more... )

i havent had much going on in my life other than school. i am trying to get a new job since i quit my last one(and im much happier than i was). other than that nothing not a gosh damn thing. grrr. makes me sad how this year seems to me that its gonna be boring. i mean im glad there is no drama but man things are a lot simpler and more boring. oh ( Read more... )

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well nick moved out because of my fuckin stepdad threating to leave my mom because he feels like he has no authority in this house. yea that is right you dont have a say in what goes on in this house because you arent here most of the time and when you are you sleep so go fuck yourself. i just found out that you can be 17 to move out so im thinking ( Read more... )

long time no update. wow there are a lot of things that have happend. well trisha had herself a boyfriend and then she told him to pospone the relationship for awhile because my mom is in the hospital again. i just dont want jef to feel like im trying to ignore him because i cant do stuff with him. ya know. well basically i dont want to be an alex ( Read more... )

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well today i get to update and not worry about nick peeking over my shoulder. man i love the fact that he is living with me and i love that it kinda seems like we have a relationship but damn you cant just treat me like we are and not be in one it pisses me off. yea i know i dont have a fucking ring on my finger but damn. its just not right. and ( Read more... )