does any one care any more? am i worth anything? are all males discusting as me? should i care? should i end my self to make others happy? would it be better for them and the rest of the world? would any one miss me?
i guess i will never really know. only god knows and i think he has even stoped caring. o well. i am alone anyways.
well i am done today last day building then keith is going to drive me down to lewstion so i can stay down there for holaween. i really dont know wen i am comming back