so, things r ended with ricky. i hope he doesnt hate me 2 much, he deserves better, ima ugly mean bitch with relationship problems.
but 2 kinda move 4ward. so mr dude gave me his #, holy shit tht put a huggggge smile on my face, he said "since u never pick up when i call heres my #" I LOVE IT

i just woke up from some weird dream, i was at some dudes house sleeping over and i went 2 go 2 the bathroom and he had like 3 toilets on a bathroom...y? I DONT KNOW

so im gettin better. still sad though, god i didnt know he meant so much. i keep goin back 2 the memories, then last night i saw a pic of us. FUCK THE FAG. im at nikkis, SETH BETTER HANG OUT WITH ME.

so me and amber got tattoos, we both got our name in cursive on our ankles. she got a rose under her name and i got 2 stars around mine. then i got 1 big star on the back of my shoulder with little stars following it. ITS CUTE. i talked 2 blade, hes down for good, AWESOME. mr dude will never call

alright things r looking up ( Read more... )

i can hardly breath
it hurts
soooooo much

this is seths entry, dedicated 2 seth, after how shitty i feel hes still there 2 put a smile on my face :):), 1 day i will rub that shaved head of urs, oh wait, i did.

wow...i must say i havnt cried that hard since faggot left for NY ( Read more... )

so, spending time with nikki and tina was fun. i hung out with zak once, hes a funny 1. hung out with seth, last time i saw his was in the hurricane, that shit was fun even though i really dont remember it. all i remember is smoking lots of ciggs. lol ( Read more... )

the coolest chic ever tookme 2 get my ear periced (i got it done with rachael and mallory) i was scared shitless, i kept getting up asking for like 5 more min. i was more scared 2 get my cartilidge periced then my tounge. lol. i wasnt the only scardycat, mallory kept getting up