he walked by and rubbed my arm today.
no hey...nothing.

this shit is freaking me out.
i wish he would go back to ignoring me like he used to.

i'm running away to the o.c. world tonight.
who's with me?

it snowed yesterday...so we had a 2 hr. delay this morning (which today was a makeup day for snow we had earlier...so HA! fuck you!)

i had a pretty good weekend/valentine's day
i hung out with my brother mostly...
my parents gave me $200 to clothes shop.
so i got some pants...4 shirts...and!!!
I FINALLY GOT MY VANS!!! (i've wanted those fuckers ( Read more... )

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mondays are stupid. and something needs to be done about that.

well i'm updating b/c everyone i'm trying to talk to has decided that don't want to talk to me. so yeah. here i am.

didn't do much at school once again.
finished watching jesus christ superstar! <333 it was so good. and it made me cry. and i love jesus ( Read more... )

well i redid my layout...
i hated the last one.

i love this one.
but it looks like shit on 800x600 resolutions.

so everyone should change their resolution to 1024x768

;)

Horoscope:Something might be shaking the very mountain you are standing on, Toni. Just when you thought everything was calm and stable, suddenly the earth begins to rumble. Secure your footing and hold on. At the same time, be flexible. A few quick steps to a different location may position you in a safe area where you can ride out the storm with ( Read more... )

hummm...

nevermind.

my life doesn't feel like it belongs to me anymore. everyday feels as though i'm sinking further and further into someones life that i hate. i can hear myself screaming inside me...but that is all. i keep trying to make it different...to make my life work. and nothing is working. everything is just worse. and all i can think about is escaping. i ( Read more... )