i worked a 12 hour day today
i had a signup
i had a party and saw some one special
i want to sleep

i went to the dance today it was fun
i did not bring nin even though the music sucked
but i made someone happy
i did not fall asleep at all
i claped and cheered

payday
friday
going to watch a dance (bringing nin to drown out bad music)

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i agreed to go to a dance performance to watch some girl who asked me to go
i need five dollars before friday night
the plus side is hot girls

i think i have started to stop what i could not before
it is slowly taking effect
it will never go away but it can hopefully became transparent

but back to the subject
girls i can talk to are my friends
but the girls i might stand a chance with i can't talk to
what is up with that

why do girls like to play with guys minds
it blows a lot

i feel about 48 houres of happiness and the whole world goes to hell
so all of your pain is my fault
if you want to kill me
ok
when i feel like poo
everybody else is happy
why is this

this is one of the hardest times of my life
i feel pain from all sides
johnny we need to talk if that is ok with you
thank you

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