I think i'm depressed ? Sounds retarded, but when I think about how many other of my family members are mentally ill it could make sense ? It made me wonder if i'm sick and ...... It scares me a little. I have no push to do homework (which i havent done any that would benefit me all weekend), I sit at home thinking too much & i just want to get ( Read more... )

Stayed home being sick. Now i missed a whole lot of school work ( Read more... )

My seventeenth birthday was more than i could've asked for. Thanks for everyone who made it good & i hope you guys all had the time of your lives. Im failing math, schools beginning to be a struggle again. I honestly feel so lost, like curling up into a ball LOL. But whatever, it'll pass. Time to get cracking on the studying. 

YAY .. MY BIRTHDAYS IN A FEW DAYS.
the list:
- smallville seasons or one tree hill
- money is always good
- clothes ?
- some earrings & necklaces.

That's all i want : )

Last few days have been great, just hanging out with good girls & guys. Letting loose before school starts up again. I'm excited and scared at the same time. This year is going to be a mile stretch. But im praying for her <3

okay, so what am i supposed to say? That i totally think it's okay for you to keep treating me this way? If im tired, working, studying, tending to people all the time and always being of major homework help to you all the time? I'm your friend but there's a point when im going to say no. So if you you may or may not know ... im not always going to ( Read more... )

FINALLY ! I have my computer & internet back after a month of panic ( Read more... )

This christmas season has been good for me. A lot of time spent with Michelle & time drifting past. I don't need him anymore, feelings are being cut off. This no internet thing has got me going craaazy LOL, because now i cant do my homework & must sit in the library doing it. My parents think im gonna go somewhere else LOL. Got a Wii, pretty fun & ( Read more... )

Very eventful night, he called. Yes after a month. I knew he'd be back. All the apologies and reason. Is it all worth my while this time?

He's slowly creeping back, i'm going to admit ... i miss him. Even though through all we've been through i sound like a bitch/crazy but i feel like i shouldnt let this go. I wonder if our hiatus will end ?

Baby momma tomorrow, my thoughts still linger.