Comments | suannz: missing in action.

suannz

missing in action.

Sep 10, 2010 15:47

I've been gone a long time. I don't really mean it in the literal sense. I've been updating sporadically, but I feel like I'm never really HERE anymore, you know? I used to write about things I care about. I used to write about things that inspired me. Thought provoking things. Philosophical things and sometimes funny things ( Read more... )

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pushjive September 12 2010, 15:47:46 UTC

Dang, 'tis exactly how I felt in the past year or so. Comes with age, hey?

The things I thought I cared about, most of them don't even come close to mattering anymore. It's like I've found my zen state of mind. I can let things go so much more easily now. Every little thing used to bother me. I used to spend hours, days, nights worrying about things that were beyond my control.

Sometimes I worry that I've let go of too much. Like deep down, I just truly don't care about anything anymore. It's so much easier to just not give a damn, you know?

Ditto to that, especially the second paragraph >.<" Kinda grown into that state of mind of late...

Hope your move back to KL will be smooth!

suannz September 17 2010, 08:22:20 UTC

Haha, it's sad isn't it?! I think we need to find a cure for it... I don't like being so jaded about everything. Sigh. Thanks hun! =D

mekare_enra September 13 2010, 00:05:14 UTC

I do think this comes with age, indeed, but I'm fighting it as hard as I can (sometimes with more success than others)!

suannz September 17 2010, 08:22:58 UTC

Haha, good luck with your fighting! I have to find something that inspires me again. Time for a change, I think..

anonymous September 13 2010, 16:44:09 UTC

congratulations! you're finally boring enough to hang out with me! lol!

its ok suzz. everyone feels lost at times and cant see the future. (i cant see my future either and i hate malaysia lol).

but everything will fall into place. u will slowly uncover your passion again. and most importantly, u will recover the Suzz i know - who btw, now that u mention it, did initiate to message me all the time on MSN last time. hahaha!

whatever it is! it will be good to have u back - in kl i mean. lol. and have old Suzz back as well hahaha. even though i dont see much of the rest of the vancouverite gang, i hope we can still hang out and all because hello! we were each other's family when we were in canada, so it's gotta mean something??

anyway. enjoy ur remaining time in vancouver cuz i sure miss it. :( help me bring back some greek food will ya? u know what i like. the roast lamb. slurp!!

candy~

suannz September 17 2010, 08:25:16 UTC

HAHAHAH what the... are you sure you're boring now?? Your sisters say you're really happening apparently out all the time.. haha.

Hopefully I'll wake up from this sleep walk and become my old self again....... BTW I can't even bug you on MSN anymore cos you're always APPEARING OFFLINE!! Damn antisocial lor you. Hahaha.

Yes we definitely should make a trip or something?! With the others?! I mean, our last REAL trip was like Rockies?!!! In 06! I didn't even go to Harrison with you guys. -__-""

I would bring back Greek food for you.... but it would stink up the plane and go bad before I arrive hahahaha. What do you want BESIDES Greek food??? (Kleftiko!!)