To Those in the Know

[suave_thomas]

Last night was bad. This...Zombie Fever hasn't been uncomfortable until now, but last night was horrible. I don't know where the pain is coming from, but it's in my stomach. And all I can think of, is that what Amaris did to me is what is coming back. It's not hunger, it's just....pain. Beyond hunger. I think that's what it is

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[slinkster_ghoul]

THIS SUCKS HUGE BALLS, THOMAS.

[suave_thomas]

I KNOW AND NOT IN THE NICE WAY, because I prefer that one.

I don't think it's James keeping me here either. Mary is here now. So I don't know...

[slinkster_ghoul]

I hope it isn't me. I've been able to let you go before...

[suave_thomas]

I don't think so... I don't know.

I'm alright, just not fond of this. At least I'm not crazy in my head at the same time, like the other lovely occurrence of this...

[in_spectre_mors]

Damn it. My poor, darling love...

Do you still think it's James you're here for? Now that Mary's here, maybe if we explain to James that you need to leave early this time, we can get you out of here?

[suave_thomas]

I really don't think it's him, as I said to Stephie. I think it's someone else, but I don't know who.

Do you think it might be Samson?

[in_spectre_mors]

Oh balls, how did I not think of that? You could be very right, Thomas. We should definitely talk to him. Or would you prefer I take this one solo?

[suave_thomas]

Well I didn't until just now! I think I'll try this one alone, but if he tells me my suffering has a purpose, I might hit him...

He won't tell me that, right?

[lady_with_thee]

I wonder if there's anything an old, experienced angel - not necessarily Rolf - could do. Maybe some sort of healing, even if only a temporary measure? There are surely powers we don't understand. Maybe Sybella would know something?

[suave_thomas]

Yes, Rolf is not allowed to help me. He bollockses everything up. I'm really not beyond trying though. I don't want to shrink away again. I'm eating! I'm eating a lot! Goddammit.

[lady_with_thee]

I know you are, and you can bet your arse I'm going to be cooking more for you still. We'll organise something with the old ones, though.

I wonder if that ancient angel Peter rescued, Keira, would be willing to offer advice...

[suave_thomas]

It wouldn't hurt to ask.

And it might not hurt to have Lucian cook me up some of that whatever it was. The remedy he gave me that was going to slow down my metabolism? I don't think I have one of those anymore, but it can't hurt to try.

....I hope...

[empress_tasha]

Fuck! This is fucked, and I don't like it.

[suave_thomas]

I don't either. It's a horrible feeling.

[empress_tasha]

I understand, to an extent. Not exactly what you're feeling, but I do know hunger and wasting. I know there aren't really words, and I am so sorry you're feeling this again.

[suave_thomas]

There are words.

"I love you and I understand." I think that's all I really need, Tasha.