I am slowly cutting myself off from reality...
I don't want connections...
Keep to myself...
Don't bother me, I wont bother you with my useless life...
To many I seen happy, you don't know the real me...
The real me surpresses the depression...

Well, i came home worked out a little ( Read more... )

Friends

[x]dies laughing[x]

The only thing that keeps me laughing is

www.knoxskorner.com

funny ass shit

Well.....went over mikes for a bit yesterday and played some airsoft.
came home went to hockey....new fuckers piss me off
then went back to mikes for the night...
watched enemy at the gates
woke up drank some shit
came over here
played cs cz and watching club dred
thats is to far

Four people can match up into perfect unity.
But throw one more into the mix,
you end up with one left alone.
Alone.....

I wish I could be one of the millions who just sit there...

I slowly am leaning toward that life...
A life of silent depression...

For no one notices me anymore...
I am nothing but a frail, fading, memory stale to your pallet

If I stood amoung a crowd of people...all with stars above their heads...and I held the 45 to my temple and said I never will stop loving you...would you notice me...or even try to intervene...or possibly watch my finger slowly depress the trigger as the bullet swirls down the groove and enbeds itself in my skull and exits with the last breath of ( Read more... )

Dont read the other entry.........

I got showed up by a 13 year old.

Today was kinda special ( Read more... )

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