I wish had some words of comfort, but I suck at this most times.
You should've been granted the courtesy of being broken up with in person. That's not fair. It's not fair at a time like this, to add one more thing to the pile. That's not how a relationship is supposed to be. In fact, it's a really fucking shitty thing to do to someone, even if you weren't going through a nervous breakdown.
I'm sorry when you got back on AIM I wasn't there, I had passed out in my poli sci book...but if you're ever online, chances are I will be too, because I am an internet junkie. Much love. I hope things start looking up.
Good to know that talking things out and watching that retarded movie helped...somewhat.
Like I posted in reply to your more recent, and sad, posts...I would be more than happy to have you stay here. I can't believe they're doing that, they suck.
I wished you two only the best. I am one of Brians ex's, and I am sure you have heard of me as the conniving little bitch that killed Brian inside more than once. He made me feel like you do now. I wanted the best for him, but he was more interested in seeing his friends than he was in seeing me, he even saw MY "best" friend more than he saw me, and for stupid reasons, like "she feels bad". I wanted to see that he wouldn't do the same thing to another person, and when I read that you were engaged to be married, I thought maybe he would realize that women need love too. He has always preferred friends over lovers it seems. I am really truly sorry this didn't work out. Despite not being around Brian for over 2 years, I still care a great bit for him, and still think of him sometimes, although he is finally starting to fade. I want you to know there is a Mr. Right out there, I met my Mr. Right when Brian decided friends were more important. Please don't feel bad about Brian. He just hasn't quite gotten to that level of understanding yet.
this is my new screenname.vapidintuitionJanuary 13 2005, 06:37:35 UTC
Its weird, you know.. I really appreciate you writing this. It does help. Thank you.
I'm fairly certain Brian will keep doing this until he finally figures it out. I wish him and his new fiance the best. I wish it didnt happen the way it did, but I am now glad that it did happen. I can see now that being with brian wasnt what was best for me. It was great, at that moment.. but, now that its over, I see all the things I wish I would have seen before.
Also, I wonder if anyone will ever realize that He's using livejournal as a source for meeting new girls. Thats how he met me, thats how he met his ex before me, I'm not sure if thats how he met you, but its also how he met his current girl.
anyways.. again, thank you. hearing from you makes me feel better. we should start up a brians ex support group or something. he really seems to do a number on us all.
Re: this is my new screenname.scarlet_loverJanuary 13 2005, 23:05:28 UTC
That actually sounds like it would be fun. Brian didn't meet me on LiveJournal, but it was on the internet. what all did he tell you about me, if anything. He was the one that stole my virginity from me. Then he ended up dating my friend Mandy (don't know if he told you about her either). Needless to say Mandy and I are no longer friends, but yes, he will keep doing this. I just wonder how far along he will string this new girl.
welp, it seems he dates alot of girls from the internet then. I didnt know he dated mandy, I know they're friends still.. I think thats the same mandy. She's on his friendslist or something. she seemed pretty nice.
I dont think he said anything specifically about you. He said things about his past girlfriends, but not very often, and I tried not to listen, because I really dont like it when people talk about ex's. I dont intend on talking negatively about Brian, and I hope he doesn speak negatively of me. I wish him the best of luck with his new girl.
I hope he doesnt do what he did to me (and apparently you) to this one though. I really hope he doesnt.
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You should've been granted the courtesy of being broken up with in person. That's not fair. It's not fair at a time like this, to add one more thing to the pile. That's not how a relationship is supposed to be. In fact, it's a really fucking shitty thing to do to someone, even if you weren't going through a nervous breakdown.
I'm sorry when you got back on AIM I wasn't there, I had passed out in my poli sci book...but if you're ever online, chances are I will be too, because I am an internet junkie. Much love. I hope things start looking up.
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Like I posted in reply to your more recent, and sad, posts...I would be more than happy to have you stay here. I can't believe they're doing that, they suck.
Call, I will be putting the gallies to bed.
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I'm fairly certain Brian will keep doing this until he finally figures it out. I wish him and his new fiance the best. I wish it didnt happen the way it did, but I am now glad that it did happen. I can see now that being with brian wasnt what was best for me. It was great, at that moment.. but, now that its over, I see all the things I wish I would have seen before.
Also, I wonder if anyone will ever realize that He's using livejournal as a source for meeting new girls. Thats how he met me, thats how he met his ex before me, I'm not sure if thats how he met you, but its also how he met his current girl.
anyways.. again, thank you. hearing from you makes me feel better. we should start up a brians ex support group or something. he really seems to do a number on us all.
-Andrea
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I dont think he said anything specifically about you. He said things about his past girlfriends, but not very often, and I tried not to listen, because I really dont like it when people talk about ex's. I dont intend on talking negatively about Brian, and I hope he doesn speak negatively of me. I wish him the best of luck with his new girl.
I hope he doesnt do what he did to me (and apparently you) to this one though. I really hope he doesnt.
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