this is so stupid..

[subatomicblower]

why do i feel the way i do sometimes? its just so idiotic.. this internet is such a catch 22.. you can meet so many amazing ppl.. you can be connected to thousands.. but in the same breath it can show you just how alone you are.. and just how distant everyone is on here.. its stupid.. this is stupid.. and i shouldnt care about it.. but i do

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[4q]

I understand this completely..I wish there was something I could say to make you feel better

[xbrokenx]

i dont even know what to do anymore.
i called you last night because i realized what i was doing.
im sure you dont want to talk to me. i dont blame you.

but, for whatever its worth, im sorry if youre angry..or even if youre not. this sucks and i dont even know what "this" is.

i just want it to be over.

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[subatomicblower]

audrey.. i love you kiddo.. remember that :) its just me thinking too much.. ok? i dont ever want to stop talking to you! yer one of my best friends.. so sush.. this was just me venting.. yer one of the best things thats happened to me and i am forever in-debted to you for being there for me.. and helping me like you've done.. hope i see you on here soon so i can give you a big internet hug. xoxo

[sickboy]

I know exactly what you are saying

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[subatomicblower]

thank you.. it is a good feeling when you find out theres someone out there that feels the same, thats going thru the same... someone that can relate.. it shows that im not alone as i thought..

[soleildesade]

You said my writings were good and that you
wished you could express yourself the same way,
or something along those lines. But for once I
don't have the right words to say, ones that make
people stand back and think "shit, I feel that EXACT
thing!" Yes, I feel the way you do, but I don't
know how to put it into these symathetic words--I'm
at a loss. But I do feel this way...alone, lonely...
disassociated, maybe? Like I'm in an invisable room
while everyone else on the outside toils around and I
am left unnoticed.

ummmmm

[4q]

yeah I think I love you....

this is like the best thing I have read in a while..

we will all quit drinking together and be each others best friends

I am a huge dork just ignore me

going on one week no drinky

I never ever want to drink again....

[bo0tgirl]

Don't worry... I still luv you...

I know Im not around all that much anymore... but I have a new secret SN that NOONE has....ill try and email it you from it so you have it and we can talk.

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[subatomicblower]

thatd be cool.. :)