our scars are proof that the past is real...

i know i said i was gonna update.. but that was like a week ago.. and anything important has already been said.. i know.. i suck.. but only on tuesdays ( Read more... )

alright.. i promise to update whats been going on with everything soon.. i was awol all day today cause i was getting my bike ready for the desert... so fucking stressed over this family shit, gotta stop worrying bout my sister.. and start worrying bout the things im neglecting.. i gotta run away for a day.. ill update it tomorrow night ( Read more... )

ima update prolly this weekend... just.. wierd fucking shit.. im goin to bed cause im bored... call me if you want to talk.. ok? its alright.. :)

if he hurt my sister ill kick his fucking ass.. that little fucking prick..

my sister calls my mom.. needs to get out of the house quick.. fuck.. they wont tell me whats wrong.. i know my brother in-law is a dick.. and.. i fucking dont know what he did.. but im gonna drive up to brea and kill him tomorrow...

i see why i was such a lazy ass yesterday, im sick.. i could barely get out of bed this morning.. and now i think im gonna call in today.. i dun wanna go to work..

man.. very boring sunday.. roamed the house in shorts and a giants jersey.. i was a zombie.. watched a good movie.. made me smile.. yesterday i was up on the roof for the first part of the day, fixing the trim and replacing most of the wood.. my mom had to leave cause she couldnt watch me be up there.. she has a thing about heights.. she had very ( Read more... )

wow.. UPDATE.. woke up to a phone call.. its amazing, how awesome i feel when i talk to her. i love it.. went to work, and absolutely nothing was happening.. the slowest day ive ever had on a friday.. jammit time was far from near.. so, i was sent on a proof run.. the lady wasnt there when i got there.. ugh.. my one thing i get to do and it goes up ( Read more... )

hrmm.. long boring day, worked til bout 9pm... got home ate a salad, and an apple.. did the dishes.. and now im here.. hrmm.. and i have an earache :( dangit, my step dad got me sick.. i know it.. or the triplets.. they all have colds.. earache is gonna turn into a soar throat and into a cold.. grR.. i dont want to get sicK!!! no0!! *pouts ( Read more... )

now i cant sleep... !!!! maybe ill go catch the news or something.. grR..