small hole.

May 19, 2005 03:00

Well, I can't sleep...again. Looks like "soon" just became "now"...

Living alone has afforded me the capability to reflect on myself, in a way. In certain ways, I suppose.

Growing up, I spent a lot of my summers alone. At a very early age, both of my parents would do a lot of farm work for friends of our family. Aside from various babysitters ( Read more... )

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what's so great about 'innocence' ex_treasureb202 May 19 2005, 13:53:23 UTC
I prefer a 'game face' to a 'baby smile'

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Re: what's so great about 'innocence' subcentric May 19 2005, 16:05:01 UTC
A game face only means games. Only lies.

But like you've said recently, different strokes for different folks. :)

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Re: what's so great about 'innocence' ex_treasureb202 May 22 2005, 03:58:28 UTC
who says games are lies?

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Re: what's so great about 'innocence' subcentric May 22 2005, 14:46:50 UTC
That's the context I meant to use the word under. Not all games are lies, it's true...but for the purposes of what I was talking about, I meant to use it only in that way. :)

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instant_femme May 19 2005, 15:01:33 UTC
"And as I continue to meet people, I grow less and less interested in relationships"

YES!

I LOVE IT!
.....and everything else

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subcentric May 19 2005, 16:06:06 UTC
And I love youuu! Thanks dollface.

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shes_no_good May 19 2005, 20:56:20 UTC
"I don't need you, I want you."

hey! thats my dancing song!

I savour my alone time, but I don't think I'd ever be happy living for a long time alone, cause I get sad if I'm by myself too long. And its nice to know if you go missing someone will notice that you haven't come home.

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subcentric May 20 2005, 21:29:28 UTC
That's my song for fucking. I mean, wait...

I LOVE when people worry that I haven't come home - that's true love, right there. Worry. Case in point: I went on a date in early March that ended up lasting over 24 hours. When I got home, my roommate-turned-housemate was SO freaked, but relieved. She told me I should call next time, so she wouldn't worry so much. How lovely is that? God, I miss my housemates.

If I'm by myself for TOO too long, I usually just try and find friends to hang out with. It's been few-and-far-between-ish lately, but I'm glad I see whomever I can, whenever I can!

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shes_no_good May 20 2005, 22:21:47 UTC
"I went on a date in early March that ended up lasting over 24 hours"

oooo ;)

you should come down to Toronto one day this summer, we'll have red wine in teapots

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subcentric May 21 2005, 04:27:06 UTC
Hahaha, hey...tsssh.

I'd love that! We need to talk on msn more often, like we used to. One of these days you'll catch me complaining about how I have no plans for a day or two in a row, and then you can be like [dingdingding] I KNOW WHAT YOU COULD DO! :D

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438_kisses May 20 2005, 02:26:48 UTC
I love this.

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subcentric May 20 2005, 21:36:25 UTC
Thank you!

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Re: Bird Caged Too Long May Not Wish To Fly When Released subcentric May 22 2005, 03:31:39 UTC
I know that quote, but I forget who said it...Pascal I think? Although I'm not about to pretend I know who Pascal is, for the record.

Why the hell is there shame in watching movies alone?

I do enjoy my solitude - I love it dearly. There's just a little hole in my heart somewhere. Just a little one. That's all.

Enjoy the cage, but remember what it is to fly.
That was one of the most important things I've heard in a long time.
Thank you for writing it that way.

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Re: Bird Caged Too Long May Not Wish To Fly When Released subcentric May 24 2005, 00:40:06 UTC
Ohhh that's why the name sounded familiar. I think my older brother placed superhigh in that during his high school career, too. I forget.

Impose your films upon me, if you'd like. Suggest rentals? Film Club lives on! Sorta! I finally got my computer fixed, so I can watch DVDs now. :D

That inverse little-missing-spot thing is interesting. I wonder if I lose some motivation and creativity, in some way...hm...

Keep writing, that's all the thanks I need in return! :)

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