from morning until night I'm losing sight of all the beautiful things.

[subcentric]

Every day, I count my blessings. Every day, I realize that some people are still good people.

I am always on. Always going. Always pressing onward.

And here I am,
writing this, rather than sleeping,
although all week I've wanted nothing more than sleep.

I never sleep when I can. I never stay awake when I have to.

Comments

[ex_treasureb202]

do you unsuccessfully try to sleep? or do you just not allow yourself to sleep?

[subcentric]

When it comes time for bed, suddenly sleep is the last thing my body wants. It's weird.

Doing things makes me tired, but then doing nothing makes me awake.

I don't make sense. (My words might, but my behavior doesn't, I mean.)

[weebleshit]

your title scares me. but your hope encourages me that you're still doing okay. there ARE good people, and you can count yourself amoung them. i hope you sleep have beautiful dreams.

[subcentric]

It's from the Clann Zú song I was listening to. I know next to nothing about the band but I find that song very powerful (aside from some lyrics that I would change). I'll send it to you the next time we're both online, I want to know what you think of it.

Hope reminds me of the same thing. And I am doing okay, I guess. I'm still pressing onward, forward. This isn't the end. This isn't the end of it all yet

Re: That's Why God Invented Caffeine Pills and Valerian Root

[subcentric]

Such is the disquieted soul of the [insert self-serving label here...actor, philosopher, writer...take your pick]. Sleep is no longer a "given."

I'm working with Joe tomorrow. I haven't seen that boy in weeks!