all i ever really mean when i rant and rave the way i do, is i'm scared, just as scared as you

[subculturalgrrl]

"you're a good person and remember that, and i mean it more than anyhting in the world, no
matter what happens i will always think of you as a true friend, and a girl
i could never hold on to, and you knwo the reason why if it matters at all,"how could this not make anyone depressed as hell? when this is the one person they felt most strongly about

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[moemoebean]

What's going on buttercup?

[subculturalgrrl]

ah just old shit that shouldn't matter, but does.
horribly long ass story, maybe one day ill tell it to you.

[moemoebean]

okay. Sounds like one of those experiences that, though not necessarily catastrophic, definitely life changing.

[subculturalgrrl]

yeah.. i guess you could say that. maybe a teeny bit life changing. hah.

[comitted]

the fact that I love that song doesn't change that I don't want you to feel that way.,

[subculturalgrrl]

yeah, definitely one of my favourites, if not my favourite.
:) thanks hun.
xo