I wasnt sick! I dont know if thats a good thing. I feel better than i did. Mayne I'll eat something. I dont think we've gone shopping. Oh well, I guess it's uncooked pasta and wieredly assorted tins and bitses for me nothing. Althouth, i'vwe had enough to eat, that'lll make me feel better in the long run right? Or is it too late for me? I suometiems suspect as much, you shouldnt rub it in. That's ok, i'll have another glance at the fridege and I'm sure my resilience could come up with somethin. i have resilience and nothing else soemthimes. It's a crazy mixed up worl do f whore house brilliantce and resisliance all rolled into one. tnay made me lieave. Maybe I had had it. the cab driver kept touching me. Luckly I wwas sensible enough to try and be let out a stop which was away from where I sleep. Love to all and the thousands who i messaged. and for all those poeple,men, who tried fro ti tonight and just know that that's it and i'mn not having any (more).