people thinking ofme, people dying. aha it's a topsy turvey world of maiacla lauhgert. Not for claire. many tears have een shead for claire and the lieke. Fuck! Why do people have to die, it makes a fool of themselves and others. hehehe I hsuold go to bed. The respect that people had for me is slolwy erroding. Fuck anniversaries. Fuck all that crap. I had amnesia for a while tonight. I can see how people become alcoholics. My brain is on all the time. Fuck brain activity. Hopefully i killed off a few million tonight. errrrr I dread tomorrow. ALthough i have drunken water./ Brains are ssssssssssstuuuuuuuuuuuuuupppppiiiiiiiiiiidddddddddd... I hope I dont have regreats. ouuu crap I just remembered I saw a family friend. fuck. Ahhh well, I'l drink water and it'll all be flowing beneth me. I love reading. Fuck I gotta go. Sorryf fir clogging your inboxes, that sucks.