I'm sad about Saturday...but the positive news is that I'm angry. Therefore, I'm actually going to get off my apathetic arse and do something...or at least something else, because it's not enough. Nothing is enough.

meanwhile, before 6pm my Saturday was brilliantly cool. More on this later.

This is for Jess...it was a bit tastless to paste in her journal because of the seriousness, but I found it when looking for a picture and I thought it was brilliant and expresses a deep understanding of human nature and what it is to be alive.

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I'm going to go friends only, for a while.

it hurts. With time, it continues, and yet every second that goes on, is another second that you're not here, and I'm sorry. I'm so desperately sorry. I said I would always be there for you, I said that we'd learn dancing together, I said that life is beautiful. But somehow you thought that was something so hard to understand. My heart aches ( Read more... )

you live with your choices. No one would be where they are if they didnt. They may make you feel foolish afterwards, you may regret how it happened but it wouldnt exist if you weren't in a different place. Would the hindsight you wish you had before, be worth the same if it wasn't earned? Certainly, things would be different, but knowledge of ( Read more... )

dddrrrrrroooooooooooollllllllllllllllll

look its me


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you ever had those segments of life, where time flows effortlessly? The smooth sequential moments where you know what song is going to be played next, there's enough space for you to answer to what's going on, you are aware of the elements that you are existing in. I think this can be picked up from meditating too much. Or playing too much ( Read more... )

CLICK ME! cute. But disturbing, as...i guess, all cute things sometimes are.

latest ideas:
try to build my own four-poster bed
attatch black mesh/netting stuff all over my ceiling and string fairy lights through it.
paint my letter box with glitter.
do tim a painting of himself.