I'm not feeling human anymore
Half connected all the time
Each night I document the things I've done
The pointless points I've made for stupid reasons
Every night I'm always the same
You're pounding on my brain
Tonight and every night
I lie down clenching up my teeth
Trying to fall asleep
I've sat and smoked a billion cigarettes
And wished to hell that you ( Read more... )

my grandpa died saturday so me mike and kevin flew up here for the funeral. it's so sad and i feel bad that i didnt come up and visit as much as i should have. he looked so peacefull. like he finally wan't sick or haveing problems any more.i was just here a week ago. seeing him lying there was also shocking  i was just here with him. it feel so ( Read more... )

can anybody goin to lagwagon tonight gimme a ride please? i'll give ya some gas money if ya need it.

I'M HOME!!!!! 
i've decided i no longer wish to visit califorina this january. i'd much rather visit costa rico( or howevery you spell it?)yup yup yup.

i come home today! yay! so who wants to get drunk?

i need a beach day tomorrow, who wants to go?

call me,text me, entertain me please cuz i am super bored.

myspace is so stupid because it won't let me log in.
in other news
i'm at my dad's house. havin' a good time.  mall and junk tomorrow. i come home thursday so any one want to hang out?

call me,text me, entertain me.

i don't want to leave. everything is starting to get good with bobby again <3. last night i had the beast night of my life! bobby decided he'd rather spend the nigh thaning out with me thena playing his game cuz i am leaving today and so we went and saw clerks II again for the third time but gosh that movie never gets old.then we went to his house ( Read more... )

me an boner just had a snow ball fight in my garage.. it was fun. =D

i saw clearks II today .. i loved it! i went with bobby dallas romy mark t and tod..

i get my permit tomorrow.

i leave on friday.

so beach anyone? i wanna go before i leave.

call me

i miss you so much. i'm sorry i was a bad girlfriend. i miss you and i want you back.... it hurts so much.

so it's over and it sucks and i hate crying and i dont know why i still love him..i can't help it... but it's much better that we're just friend i guess.. i just dont get why it hurts so bad...