Mothra!

[sublimesk8r18]

So I have been up since about 8 this morning and that entire time until now I have been staring at the ceiling thinking. I was thinking of the only thing I ever think of anymore and I just want to know one thing. Why? I feel like people judge me in an unfair way. I have heard many diffrent stories about how I have some bad track record. This

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it isnt how you think it is either

[mrshmlooo]

james everyone knows whats going on...and it isnt that we care all that much, or that we dont believe you love her or anything, its only that you are setting yourself up to get hurt, not that she would hurt you purposely, i know she wouldnt. Frankly i think she's setting herself up to be hurt too. The negativity of it comes merely from the fact that i hate it when people do this...honestly...i know you dont care but i dont give a shit...lol...you know im going to say what im going to say whether you listen to me or not. Just like when you and kellie first started dating and she wanted to be near you 24/7 it gets on my nerves when people leech onto other people, and you are an infinite times worse than kellie was. It isnt just that...the staring....everything...you have become a creep in that sense. i mean, you two are worse than me and michael.....much much worse...and you are more obsessed than colin is with kellie. Its funny how you told me and michael we were stupid for even thinking that we loved each other and then you turn

[the_dramasummer]

I'm kind of going to have to go with Marshie on this one. And not only becuase of you, but becuase I think its wrong as hell for Heather to allow it. She is so uptight about Josh even talking to another girl that I don't think its fair you can hang around her all the time and it not be a problem. So the way I see it...I think it would be in everyones best interest if you just backed off of her...you know I love you James but I just figured I'd state my opinion.

[sublimesk8r18]

I could careless about the majority of peoples best interests. Its my mind...my body...If i want to talk to Heather I will. I guess you guys could do me a favor and kill me if you wanted me to stop my "OUTRAGEOUS" behavior! Plus I think the whole Josh thing was a ridculous example...no doubt he has just as many if not more double standards. I think the on going thought that Heather is a bad guy is a trend that needs die before birth. The thing that will get me to "BACK OFF" are the words back off when they come from my conscience. No offence but I cant take many peoples opinions because they are from people who are the Josh side of the spectrum. As oppossed to my side. Maybe if these were neutral opinions I may let them be .0000000000001 percent of my normal thought process...but oh well that is just my opinion to everyone.

are you kidding me?

[mrshmlooo]

me and heather are friends james...did you forget?

Re: are you kidding me?

[mrshmlooo]

heather and i....sorry i have to be grammatically correct for her...haha

[the_dramasummer]

err...freak out kid. Take a break and get yourself together.