for christs sake, i'm on the verge of 19 and still writing self pity in this thing ( Read more... )

1. oh, where to start. no matter what we are doing we always have a kick ass time. we do the most random shit, and we always have so much fun together. i don't know what i would do without you. we're not exactly as tight as we used to be, but i still feel like i can call you whenever i'm upset or bored and i know you'll be there. and i know you ( Read more... )

i'm fucking stressed. i don't know why i bother. i live for the weekends for many reasons, most of which being the obvious, and then there's the reason that i hate week days. every single day i come home and do pretty much nothing. every so often i'll have somewhere to go or something to occupy my time. mostly i just come home and have nothing ( Read more... )

gahhhhh second day in a row
i am so incredibly bored, a lot more than usual
and i keep crying randomly for absolutely no reason
i hate being on the rag
i need a cigarette asap FUCK

I'M FUCKING PISSED

this isn't progressing

hahahaha, in regaurds to my last entry, it did go down ( Read more... )

but this weekend was a shit load of fun
i'm hoping to start hanging out with someone a bit more
gahhhhh, next weekend, it's goin down :)

what the fuck is this? i feel like all of closest friends i had and i just aren't the same anymore, but then again i am gaining back all of my old friends that i used to hang out with. it's kinda cool, but then again fucking shitty at the same time. i lose my most best friend over a lame fight for stupid shit over the summer. one is too caught up ( Read more... )

so today was our last first day of high school, we're finally seniors. i absolutely cannot wait to get out of there. hanging out with mostly an older crowd this summer makes me want to move on with my life so bad. i want to start college and do good there, and begin my career. i know that high school is supposed to be the best years of your life, ( Read more... )

so this year's almost over ( Read more... )