alone once more

[subserve_aaron]

Back in the dorms. A different settlement this time, although I'm not sure why; they don't really tell serves those kinds of things, they just move us around as suits their needs. Not suprising... that's the way of the world here

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[subserv_elijah]

*Noticed before when the new serve came in, although I'm probably considered "new" here ... again ... anyway. Being that they had nothing to do with me or noplace to put me after "he" was taken away. Haven't said much yet, just kind of watched him at first, and God, he's got the same look in his eyes as I can feel in me now. Hesitantly, I go over, but don't stand to close.*

Hey.

[subserve_aaron]

*looks at the serve carefully, avoiding too much eye contact*

Hey.

*He's small, like me. That's a good sign. But I don't know if making friends is a good idea... I'm lonely, but what happens when they leave and I'm stuck here?*

[subserv_elijah]

*leaning against the wall, kind of looking away, not letting my gaze linger too long in any one spot, I occasionally turn and look at him as well, and he's doing the same thing - avoiding. Well... I'll see how this goes before I give it up and go back to my own corner of the dorm*

Umm... How's it goin'?

[OOC - I didn't realize until now but I posted in your personal thread. I don't mind if you want to move this, or if not, that's cool too]

[subserve_aaron]

*sneaking little looks at you, but trying not to stare*

OK, I guess...

*Hmmm, nice eyes. He's kind of cute. Must be a pleasure serve.*

I'm Aaron.

[ OOC: that's cool! I like it here =) ]

[subserv_elijah]

Wow. *I listen carefully, managing to hold eye contact for a few minutes before having to look away briefly

[subserve_aaron]

*Good... I didn't scare him off.*

God, living in the dorms all your life... that would suck so much. The dorms are depressing. No matter what settlement you're in.

I haven't been trained, either... I tried to convince the Chancellor of Subserves here that I knew a lot from growing up in Cits' houses, but he said I had to go through training... They haven't come to get me yet, though, so I don't know. Maybe there's not someone to train me. I don't even know what they teach you there.

Are the other serves here okay? No one else has talked to me.

[subserv_elijah]

Umm... it's weird here. I used to have friends in the other settlement but here, nobody gets too close. Other than talking to you, Chris is the only one I talked to before, buy his contract got bought before mine,and then I was alone again.

*I sit a few minutes just thinking and watching him as he watches me.*

I don't know why they haven't trained me to do anything. I mean, I know stuff... just... I dunno. I haven't been through any 'formal' training or anything. I can cook a bit. And I learn fast, if someone shows me what they want. I guess I just never really got a chance to prove that, though. I think in my case looking the way I do has been a curse. *And I suppose maybe its been the same for you, too. Good looking younger males are always the most desirable as pleasure serves, after all.*

[subserve_aaron]

*soft laugh* Yeah... the Chancellor here seems pretty damn scary. Maybe that makes everyone afraid to talk to each other.

I know what you mean, about the looks... My first Cit sent me away cause he started having sex with me when I was around 13. He started feeling guilty for being such a pedophile, and I guess he couldn't stand to look at me anymore. *wry smile*

*I look over at you... Yeah, you're a good-looking boy. Again, why the hell wasn't I born a Cit?*

Funny how being a pleasure serve sounds like a really great deal but is actually pretty shitty unless you get a really good Master, huh. And those seem prety damn rare.